This morning I missed you, but I felt it more than the last two mornings. I don't know why. I got out of bed and didn't see your puffy, sleepy face. I washed my tea mug and looked over to the kitchen entryway. Your sleepy, warm face wasn't there looking back at me.
Mr. Triangle Face, that's what your daddy called you, do you remember that? In the mornings your face was a full, sleepy triangle.
I will miss you forever sweet boy, but this morning I missed you more.
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I am reading this while in Panera Bread with my mom in a Chicago suburb. I have tears down my face and people are looking at me like I'm beyond psychotic because I start laughing in between the tears when I read some of the cute stuff about Nick. I will read more of this when I'm back home in CA but I just had to say that I totally know the feeling you are going through -(we had to put down our dog at 17 years old back in '94 and it still feels like it was yesterday.)
Nick had the best life while he was with you. What a beautiful way to move onto his next life, taking all sorts of fun memories with him. I LOVED the Spanish channel dancing. He probably did think you had a screw loose but you know he loved every minute of it. He was meant for your family and him coming into your life was no accident. I'll write more when I return to CA. You WILL get through these rough times and feel stronger everyday.
Take comfort in your special memories and allow yourself time to grieve. You'll feel peace in your heart knowing he is dancing all the time. Oh and be careful where you step because Nick is right by your side in Spirit. Watch out for those clicking toes! (I sooo LOVE that sound.)
Smile.
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