You know how you go about your daily business and things strike you as blog-worthy, but you somehow you don’t end up finding the time to create that post you concocted in your head? Oh, you do know that feeling? Well, great, because that is exactly what it has been for me.
When I magically have some available time, I use it to sleep or perhaps take a shower. I am not even kidding. No reason to go into crazy details at this point, but just know that at this moment I am wearing one brown high heel and one black high heel. And, I had to shower at work today. Yay me!
Anyhoo, a few posts that I’ve been “working” on & other miscellaneous stuff…
---A post about my favorite animals of Blogistan and why I love them…ETA is TBD…..mainly because the list is so freaking long!!!
---I recently reconnected with a very dear friend from my late teens/early 20s. Her name is Wendy and I’m thrilled to have her back in my life, especially now. We have some amazing, fun, CRAAAAZY memories from our “younger days” and I hope we can create millions and millions more. She lives in Minnesota now (somehow I think Laura and Wendy would swap great “I hate Minnesota” stories…) with her gorgeous baby kitties, Abby and Quincy.
I didn’t know she had a blog until I saw her post a comment on Dudley’s Diary. (Bad Wendy!) Just kidding! :-) She has her Hebrew name on her blog and she was brave enough to move to our little neighborhood here in Blogistan, so be a great neighbor, stop by "A Tail of Two Kitties", say hello, and maybe bring a martini or two with you. .... http://atailoftwokitties.blogspot.com/
---Speaking of Blogistanimals, I can’t stay away from Dudley’s Diary and Diaries of Diva. One is a handsome, energetic abandoned kitty, and the other is a gorgeous, also energetic, chocolate lab puppy! Yay for kittens and puppies!!! Diva belongs to Ruby and her human family… http://diariesofdiva.blogspot.com/
---I haven’t found time yet to complete the update of my blog’s “summer look”…
---I want to walk Torrey Pines again so badly! It is so good for my soul. Time! I need more!
---Speaking of walking, Achilles fell twice on his walk today. It broke my heart. He is fine now and More Mommy is lovingly caring for him, but I haven’t been able to get his sweet face out of my memory. He looked so stunned and I’m sure he’ll be sore tomorrow.
---Milo is a goofball. I love that about him. He does a dance I call the “booty bop”.
---Two weeks from today it will be the one year anniversary of Nick’s death. It was Tuesday, July 10th, 12:35 p.m. when he took his last breath in our arms, in our home. He was our first beloved pet, and then God sent two more Golden angels to our home to fill our hearts with love, all the while healing our hearts.
Losing Nick was such a tremendous watershed moment in our lives. Yes, he was our dog, and I know that it is not the same as losing family or loved friends, but in our life losing Nick will always be a defined turning point for us, especially for me. I loved that sweet boy beyond description and I felt singed and burned with grief.
I honestly did not believe I would recover. In many ways I never will, but that is the beauty of life. In never fully being able to recover from his loss, I am able to more fully appreciate and more fully love my sweet animals now and for all my future time.
---Blogistan has brought me an entirely new family of friends. I want to post about that when I can give it the attention it deserves. Karen, Suz Buzy Bee, Happy Wife, Mags, Engine of the Family, Christina…I can go on and on…but you know who you are and I love the little window into your lives you allow me to have. Thank you. Which reminds me of yet another thing….I need to update my blogroll….
---I’m hungry.
---Jamei had a baby girl, little Angelina. She’s precious. I’ve known Jamei since I arrived in the U.S. I have to find some time to get up there and visit the new arrival.
---Feel better soon Laura…. Wrigley and Chumley, you’ll be receiving your paychecks for being such great nursemaids. :-)
---Amanda, Mary Beth, and Helen, my condolences on the passing of your uncle and I'm grateful your mother is well. I'm sorry I haven't commented...
---Suz, may your family's soldier return in health and good spirits. Thank him for us.
---Our engagement/wedding party is coming up on 7/19 and I am so touched that so many of our friends are coming from so very far away, and from right here in San Diego, to support and join in our celebration. It makes me so happy. My dearest friend Anna is hosting the grand soiree and I cannot ever thank her enough. Tomorrow the "ladies" will lunch on sushi... me, Anna, and her beautiful Zoe girl. I love that little daughter of hers.
---Last, but most definitely and most certainly not least, I would like to kindly request that you include my father and my grandmother in your prayers. I am flying back out to Chicago next week for an operation that my father will have. It is delicate and dangerous, but unavoidable and very necessary. My parents sacrificed their world as they knew it to bring me & my sisters to safety in the golden land that is America. I can never repay them and whenever God decides to call them home I will miss them something fierce. Please pray that the call will not be anytime soon for my father, my Baba Jaan.
---My grandmother, Bobo, suffered a very minor heart attack a couple of days ago. She is resting and doing fine now, but at 93 years old, I know that we are witnessing a twilight. It is so very hard to know that her body is now frail and that her organs are beginning their descent. I pray fervently every daily chance I get that she will be granted health and peace for as long as possible. She took care of me in Afghanistan when the Soviets invaded and my parents were stuck in Iran for two years.
When our backyard is ready for planting, a pomegranate tree will be included to honor the courtyard of my grandmother’s home, the courtyard of my memories. My Golden-hearted friend Lynne actually suggested it and it reminded of my dream to create “Little Kabul” in my backyard. Thanks Lynne, for that reminder, and for much more. Oh so much more.
Soooo much more I want to vent about, write about, share, and just randomly throw out…but I gotta run for now.
P.S. I still have one fuzzy leg and I’m hoping my boss won’t notice my different color heeled sandals.
P.P.S. I know I'm forgetting to mention a shitload of stuff. Forgive me!!!
P.P.P..S. I miss my Belov-Ed. He'll be home tomorrow and I cannot wait to gather him up in my arms and smother him with slobbery kisses. Oh, how I love him.
19 comments:
WOW you weren't kidding when you said you had some stuff to get off your chest. I really hope you're holding up. So much on your plate right now. You go to Chicago this weekend? I'll keep your Dad and Bobo in my prayers. I know how worried you must be.
Talk again soon...
KBL - my dear! My goodness, my dear! I want to kiss your forehead and hug you and tell you what a sweet person you are, and everything will be all right. Seriously. I will keep your Bobo and your Baba Jaan in my prayers.
It is SOOOO hard to watch our elders get older, isn't it? I am going through that with my 78 yr old Dad and I HATE it. (My one consolation: I am VERY excited that in heaven we will get new bodies (that won't wear out) and we'll know each other in our "prime".... won't it be fabulous to know - REALLY know - your grandparents in their prime?! All of my grandparents died when I was very young, so I really can't WAIT to get to know them! And my little niece who is mentally handicapped - I will get to know her with a mind that is as clear as a bell - what a BLESSING that will be!)
Sorry about the tangent, there.... my thoughts have a way of RUNNING OFF without me... I just get really excited when I think about how amazingly beautiful life will be.... one day.
Anyway, much love to you as you go through this Summer. I know there are lots of emotions now in your life that are probably flooding in from all directions.
And definitely give Achilles some hugs from me. I am sorry he fell twice today. Tell him Diva sends some puppy love and her advise is to go find some expensive to destroy.... that is her "word of wisdom".
I should run - I've taken up WAY too much space! :-)
Later!
Sweet KBL,
Yes, prayers for you, your dad, your Baba and your entire family. I am glad that you will be able to be with them for the surgery. Your presence will be a gift and a comfort.
How beautiful, that you can recall the difficult times in your childhood through the comforting memory of being wrapped in your Grandma's love. She sounds precious and lovely.
I love it when you share memories, thoughts, whatever is on your mind, so will look forward to the time when you can elaborate on the "bullet points." For now, may you rest in God's love as you make the journey to support your dad. God bless you!
You are so busy, I find that your little updates are SO precious. Thank you for sharing and thank you for your good wishes for my Cuz. I am adding your Father and Grandmother to my prayers. I hope both are successful in healing.
Take it easy. Life is short...don't run more than you have to. :)
I'm sorry you're coming back so soon for something so serious. I will definitely be sending Baba Jaan and Bobo love and prayers. I hope the next time you come here, we'll be able to get together and celebrate their speedy recoveries!
You dear sweet blogger! I so enjoy reading your posts and taking a peek into what seems like a very hectic life right now. I have added you and your family to my daily prayers! I know with the wedding (I hope all worked out by the way so you can marry in Italy as intended) and ill relatives, and all the home construction life is pretty stressful (evident in one hairy leg and mismatched shoes). Please take the time to care for yourself as well. Sending thoughts and prayers your way that you have a safe journey and that your father will be well.
Thanks for the kind words in your post. It's not surprising you have no time with everything you have going on right now. Your dad and grandmother are in my thoughts.
I love the idea of your Little Kabul in your backyard and the idea of the pomegranate tree.
KBL, you doing ok, girl? Haven't seen you in the Blogosphere in a couple of weeks now!
I know you're super busy with pre-wedding festivities, as well as your home renovation project.
Anyway, just wanted to let you know that you are MISSED! :-)
I know you are probably busier than busy, but I am giving you the Arte y Pico award. It's on my blog. I hope all went well in Chicago. Blessings to you, Ed and the boys.
YAY!!!! One month from today is THE big day!!!! I'm so excited!! I know you've been crazy busy with planning, construction, your dad, Bobo, etc., etc., but you are sorely missed in Blogistonia, lady!! I hope you're doing well!
Good to hear from you! I hope everything goes okay with your dad. I'll be thinking of you and your family. Say hi to the doggies!
just a month...... 8-8-08...
Smile... it's Almost Here!
Hey Stranger!! I hope everything is going well. I know you must be crazy busy since the BIG DAY is only two weeks from today!!! YAY!!!!
I will keep your dad and grandmother in my prayers!
8-8-08
TODAY IS THE DAY!!!
Happy Wedding Day for you and your Sweetheart! I miss your funny, intelligent posts and can't wait for your "triumphant return" to the Blogistan! :-)
HWHL beat me to the punch!:(
HAPPY WEDDING DAY!!!! I'm so happy for you and your BelovED! I can't wait to hear all about it, and definitely see some pictures!!! Congratulations, and God bless you both as you begin this new chapter of your life together.
Happy One Week Anniversary!!! Hurry back! We're dyin' here!!
Are you EVER coming back?
Miss your humor.... and your wonderful tales of life.... and of course the pics and videos of your puppies.
Anyway, hope all is well and married life is just as blissful as "almost married" life. :-)
I miss you, KBL! God bless you and Belov-Ed.
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