Today is the 2 year anniversary of Achilles' departure from our lives. Mind boggling that 2 years have passed in such a flash. I've been returning to thinking of Achilles, and of Nick, a lot lately. I miss them. Terribly. This weekend I was reminded of today, and it made my heartache.
I know another who also misses Achilles a.k.a. my little Sweetface, and that would be our beloved Milo D. Bear. We found out in late March that Milo's kidneys are failing, so it has been a few weeks of pain management, fluid therapy, and lots and lots of lovin'. Our vet told us he has about 6 months remaining if we're lucky and he responds well to treatment. We are savoring every moment. Sometimes he spends long stretches of time barking at the wall under the deck stairs, where Achilles used to sit. Makes me wonder if he's having a conversation with his brother up in heaven.
I found myself going through some old photos of Achilles and Milo. Some made me laugh, some just made me sad. The circle of life is painful. But, I will endure the pain to have had Achilles in our lives.
Back in the day, Achilles & Milo in our pre-remodel backyard. Two Golden dudes just chillin' in the shade. They could always be found back there.
There was pretty much nothin' that Achilles and Milo didn't do together, including sleeping on one another. Well, I should say that it was always Milo crowding Achilles. He loved him so much, followed him everywhere.
Case in point.
Christmas 2008, stuffed toy present from our niece and nephews. He looked like a puppy cuddling his little toy, then tearing out its stuffing like a madman.
He was my gourmet pup, always kept me company when food was in the picture. Check out the intense focus.
Sweetface, I miss you.
This was Achilles on the day we adopted him from the rescue. Ed picked him up. It was August 9, 2007. A lifetime ago it seems.
Achilles & Milo, once again, joined at the hip. Literally.
Hangin' out during the remodel. There wasn't anything that Achilles loved more than rolling around in the dirt, debris, and dust from the remodel.
It's been a couple of hard months around here. I lost an uncle unexpectedly, and have several family members who are very, very ill. Work at the office is insanse and everything else that life throws at us has been keeping me buried. As much as our dogs keep us busy, I wouldn't trade our time with them for the world. Nothing beats the love and affection of my dogs. I hope this post finds you and your four-legged babies still happy, healthy, and as in love as always.
12 comments:
Aw, honey, this post made my heart heavy. I know how much your furbabies mean to you. I'm sorry there's such hurt in your heart right now.
I'm also sorry to hear about all the illness in your family, as well as your uncle's passing. My condolences to you and your family.
Now I totally understand why you've been MIA lately. I hope things take a turn for the better soon. I'll be sending you lots of positive thoughts/prayers/vibes etc.
You don't know how much I've missed you. Seriously. I think of you and your family often. These photos bring back the days when we first "met" here, and I learned to love those sweet, golden faces. I didn't even know that people put their senior-citizen dogs up for adoption until I met you! Who could imagine doing that? And then to learn that there are angels, like you & Belov-Ed, who rescue them and give them love, caring and gourmet meals...well, you've enriched my heart, and my life.
I'm sorry things have been so crazy for you all lately. I wish your precious golden boy ease and comfort as he moves gently through his days. I imagine he may well be talking to his brother as he barks, and imagine that they will be together again, like puppies, when he passes. That makes it easier for me to bear...but probably not for you.
Sending heaps and loads of love to all of you, human, animal and bird! xoxoxo
I'm glad to see you writing again but I'm sorry that you are going through so much sadness. Sorry for the loss of your uncle.
My Golden, Roman, is 13+ now and everyday, I see him getting weaker and weaker. It's very sad.
Take care. m.
Time really does pass way too quickly, and I know all too well the sadness of looking back and remembering the ones who have left us...I so hope that your heart is lifted by the good things and you're finding peace....
I was so excited to see that you had posted and then I read your post and started to tear up. Your fur babies are so lucky to have you and you to have them. My grandmother used to say that once you took in a furry friend, your heart started breaking immediately. I absolutely agree...
I am sending good thoughts and prayers to all of you (human and furry). I am sure Milo will spend his remaining time basking in all the love you and your belov-ed have to give.
On a brighter note, check out my blog for a wedding pic :)
So sorry to hear about Milo. I've been through renal failure with one dog & at least two cats. Please contact me if you'd like helpful hints, etc. Paws are crossed for all of you--this disease totally sucks.
Lori (Chutney's mom)
It's always so sad to lose one of our fur kids. It sounds like you've got a lot going on right now, and a lot of memories keeping you company. We are sending you lots of hugs.
Sam
I've been thinking about you all so much lately...this post was so sweet and melancholy. Smiles and tears. I've had a lot of both lately. I miss you!!
Seems more and more dates mark the passing of our loved ones. Reading about your love of Achilles and Milo always warms our hearts. Those memories don't fade. Our old mama lost her first dog, Dody, 47 years ago and she still remembers the pain in her 13year old heart. All your pooches had a good life before they went to the Rainbow Bridge, thanks to you and Ed.
Smooches from pooches,
BabyRocketDog and HOotie
(cassie's owners)
ps-Mommy hopes you are giving yourself some relax time with all that's going on in your life.
I am so sorry to hear about Milo but I am glad you found a way to gather your strength and steel your heart through those precious memories and incredible photographs. There is a tough stretch of road ahead of you but it sounds like you have a strong support network and the love of your dogs, which does not diminish but grows, when they leave us here to resume their running and playing on the other side of The Bridge. I'm sure you and your family and Milo will live life to the fullest in the days ahead and learn not to take a single moment for granted. I will be thinking of you all and hoping for the best.
I hope the sun shines on you every day ahead and that the kind of memories that last a lifetime are made in order to sustain you throughout the remainder of your life.
Curt (and Duncan)
What a sweet post. I totally agree that nothing beats the love you get from your dogs. They always manage to make you feel better.
What a wonderful tribute to your sweet Achilles. He was very lucky to have you in his life.
I'm sorry to hear about Milo's condition. Poor boy! Duncan and I sending good, Golden thoughts in your direction.
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